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Princess Eco - refined by Dangerman-1973

I don't want to be mean but you've done better. Way better. The execution of the drawing isn't technically bad, it's just that in terms...

Pulsar Time Travel Strip by Dangerman-1973

It may be just me, but I always thought that giving Superman a time travel ability in the movie was a mistake. Being able to time trave...

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Even though I actually feel relieved by not taking care of this page right now, I gave in to peer pressure : this page will not close.
However, I truly believe it would be healthy for me to increase the distance between myself and the world wide web for a few months.

In short, and until further notice :

 
  • I'll login less often and I'll not upload new pictures.
  • I'll clean up my inbox sometimes, but I will not read what the comments actually say or answer them.
  • I will still give favorites to my friends. I believe work given away for free at least deserve that recognition. However I think I'll avoid comments.
  • If you want to talk with me for something actually important, send me a note. But remember : it may take a few days before I login for a cleanup and see your message.

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The longer, literary version :

 


Due to reactions from my friends, including a few real life ones, I have withdrawn my decision to close this page definitely.

 

However, not coming for two weeks or so also helped me feel better. I felt liberated from a form of pressure (the combination of expectations with the apprehension of being trolled or insulted).

 

This personal experience actually comforted me in the idea of closing the page, but when I came back for the final cleanup, I saw many comments that suggested me to keep the page opened but not using it for a while.

Their idea being : "that phase you're going through will end someday, and then maybe you'll feel like going back online. If you close the page, you'll have wasted your place to return".


Even though I feel like I should close right now, I started thinking that maybe those people may be right. It's a future I have trouble foreseeing right now, but hey, maybe it can happen.

 

In order to try to satisfy both other people and myself, I decided to pretty much do what they say.

 

As you know, I already had reduced visible activity for a while due to the work on my comic, my bread job, and in the end the depression that led me to consider closing the page in the first place...


Well, now I am going to have even less activity!

In particular, I will answer comments far less often than I used to.
I may do an exception sometimes for people I consider "e-buddies", but overall I'll be silent.
It's basically the "Don't feed the troll" policy to the extreme.


Maybe some day I'll be in a state of mind that allows me to go back to a more active use of this page. For now, this is probably the good compromise.

 

I guess if the annoying people who made me leave for a while read this, they will probably say that I did all that for attention and stuff, since in the end, I am backing off from my "threat"... Well, they can say it if they want, I won't answer, simple as that.

 

There is no point in trying to explain things, as it seems many people believe that everyone on the Internet is a manipulative person who fakes his feelings for attention.


You know, I wish they were right, actually. If I was faking my depression and the mental instability that goes with it for attention, I would not have to handle them on a daily basis... Boy, that would be great.

Other languages for this explanation coming up, hopefully.





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The Bloodstained Mirror by HyaKkiDouR4n BM - Ciel's Angel Form by HyaKkiDouR4n BM - Dancing in the sky by HyaKkiDouR4n BM - 3 friends by HyaKkiDouR4n Elven Sharpshooter v.2 by HyaKkiDouR4n Codename : Black Nova by HyaKkiDouR4n Est-ce donc cela...le Mariage? by HyaKkiDouR4n Lutecia - Goddess of Light by HyaKkiDouR4n Lilith - Goddess of Darkness by HyaKkiDouR4n Illis - Goddess of the winds by HyaKkiDouR4n Eiin - Goddess of Ice by HyaKkiDouR4n Faera - Goddess of Fire by HyaKkiDouR4n Arquatia - Goddess of Water by HyaKkiDouR4n Gaelle - Goddess of the Earth by HyaKkiDouR4n Desire - Goddess of Love by HyaKkiDouR4n A japanese spring by HyaKkiDouR4n Victory girl - Flight by HyaKkiDouR4n



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Stop fandom abuse - Naruto by HyaKkiDouR4nWings maniac stamp by HyaKkiDouR4nShut Up You're Not Japanese by sambeesH-game style lover stamp by HyaKkiDouR4nAh my goddess stamp oo1 by Kaze-yoBoobies stamp by Funeral-Of-Joy.:I forget shit.: by Da-DingoSupport Creativity by Putri-984Aquanox fan stamp by HyaKkiDouR4nNational Sarcasm Society by jolaedanainsane stamp by Aggrotard



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HyaKkiDouR4n
Otaku Snob
Artist | Hobbyist | Digital Art
France
<In this Space, insert description of pretty much any nerdy computer/video game addict who discovered a passion for drawing in his late teens thanks to anime>
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Hello/Bonjour/Konnichiha!

:iconnorequests: :iconnotrades: :iconcollabsask: :iconcommissionsask: :iconnopointcommissions:


English:
Hey guys, welcome to my page!
As you probably guess, I am an amateur anime artist. I take some commissions once in a while for professionnals, but it usually doesn't end up here.
I know my art isn't the greatest around, but hopefully you'll find some of it interesting. :)

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Français:
Salut à toi, internaute. Tu peux m'appeller Hyakkidouran, ou même Hyakk, et comme tu as dû remarquer, je dessine des mangas. Surtout pour le fun, occasionellement pour un petit boulot ponctuel d'illustration.
Ce blog est essentiellement écrit en anglais, mais je suis francais alors n'hésite pas à laisser un message! :)

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日本語:
こんにちは!
私 は 漫画 や イラスト を 描く フランス人 の アマ です。 インタネト で "百鬼同乱" (hyakkidouran) の 名前 を 使ています。
私 の 日本語 は 完璧 じゃない けど、私 の ページ に コメント を したい なら、 どうぞ。一生懸命 返事 する つもり です。
よろしく お願い します ね。 

What do you think is the fairest way for a webcomic to sutain itself and its author? (Ads on the site are a given) 

20%
14 deviants said Selling goodies (mugs, T-shirts...)
20%
14 deviants said All of the above
19%
13 deviants said Selling the printed version of the comic
17%
12 deviants said A combination of some of the above (comment)
9%
6 deviants said I would not mind a small yearly fee for access to extras + no ads
6%
4 deviants said Ads can be removed by making a donation over a certain (small) amount
6%
4 deviants said Access to bonus content for making a donation over a certain amount
3%
2 deviants said Other (comment)

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:iconw15nu91:
w15nu91 Featured By Owner Jun 9, 2014   Digital Artist
Thabks for faving :D
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:iconmyname1z4xs:
myname1z4xs Featured By Owner May 11, 2014
I don't know what happened, its kind pity to see you leave. It is DA's loss because you are one of the content provider for its official purpose. How about just log out for a year and leave your gallery running, because there are many who enjoy your art.
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:iconaclockworkkitten:
AClockworkKitten Featured By Owner Jul 12, 2014  Student Digital Artist
I could tell you.
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:iconhyakkidour4n:
HyaKkiDouR4n Featured By Owner May 27, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
I am actually considering that idea.
With no login for a time I realized how removing this responsibility made me feel better, though.

If I keep the page opened, the problem would be to communicate to people visiting the deviations : they have to know that I will not answer anything...

Or maybe I should disable comments entirely until I return?
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:iconmyname1z4xs:
myname1z4xs Featured By Owner May 29, 2014
You should just leave it, if you do strange things, people will think its drama.
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:iconakizz:
akizz Featured By Owner May 8, 2014
Good luck in your future endeavor. :brofist: 
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:iconhyakkidour4n:
HyaKkiDouR4n Featured By Owner May 27, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thanks, but sadly my problem right now is pretty much that I am incapable of any endeavor.

Hopefully "future" is the keyword and I can find some will to work again someday.
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SnowflakeMilkshake Featured By Owner May 5, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
I  uh... love your art~
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:iconhyakkidour4n:
HyaKkiDouR4n Featured By Owner May 6, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thanks.
Don't hesitate to leave comments for individual pictures if you feel like it.
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:iconmyname1z4xs:
myname1z4xs Featured By Owner Apr 26, 2014
Do you think the latest Precure was kind disappoint?
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