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Thank you, but I can't continue

Mon Mar 2, 2015, 4:00 AM



I felt like I had to write an answer due to the birthday wishes I got.

I have to thank you people for sharing those words, but sadly I am not exactly in a good state of affairs. I basically need to find a job and money and my ability in art does not seem to cut it. I am in general in a fairly massive slump and I can't draw anything. Even the things I used to love such as video games and anime can no longer bring my mojo back.

I have fallen into despair. It is a sad conclusion to come to, but I think I just have. Waking up in the morning is hard and I don't feel like there is any purpose in anything I do.

How did it come to this? What did I do to deserve this? Why is it so hard?

I wish I could provide with a better answer but sadly I can't. I am just really hoping to find a reason to wake up again, and hopefully a job so that I can sustain myself.

I know, this isn't a fun discussion. But my life has not exactly been fun these last months either. I am quite lost and full of contradictory emotions.

I don't intent on renewing my DA subscription. I am tired of paying to give stuff away. Plus, I feel increasingly worse for some people I watch who are also experiencing problems and shouldn't really be sharing online when they can't sustain their own lives.

It is such a hard time to live on planet Earth. Everything just goes so fast and you're expected to adapt and develop skills so quickly... but what are we supposed to do when we can't keep up?

Please help me God. If really you exist, please help me...

Sorry about the rant. I am sad to answer your wishes with such a downer. But sadly it's all I've got.

Hopefully things are better for you all.



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HyaKkiDouR4n
Otaku Snob
Artist | Hobbyist | Digital Art
France
<In this Space, insert description of pretty much any nerdy computer/video game addict who discovered a passion for drawing in his late teens thanks to anime>
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Hello/Bonjour/Konnichiha!

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English:
Hey guys, welcome to my page!
As you probably guess, I am an amateur anime artist. I take some commissions once in a while for professionnals, but it usually doesn't end up here.
I know my art isn't the greatest around, but hopefully you'll find some of it interesting. :)

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Français:
Salut à toi, internaute. Tu peux m'appeller Hyakkidouran, ou même Hyakk, et comme tu as dû remarquer, je dessine des mangas. Surtout pour le fun, occasionellement pour un petit boulot ponctuel d'illustration.
Ce blog est essentiellement écrit en anglais, mais je suis francais alors n'hésite pas à laisser un message! :)

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日本語:
こんにちは!
私 は 漫画 や イラスト を 描く フランス人 の アマ です。 インタネト で "百鬼同乱" (hyakkidouran) の 名前 を 使ています。
私 の 日本語 は 完璧 じゃない けど、私 の ページ に コメント を したい なら、 どうぞ。一生懸命 返事 する つもり です。
よろしく お願い します ね。 

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internetshadow0000 Featured By Owner 6 days ago
Hey why don't you just port Carnarock LongcatRampage 1 and 2 over to mobile and sell them for a couple of dollars?
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tehwatcher Featured By Owner Mar 1, 2015
Happy birthday
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ZeroConfidence Featured By Owner Mar 1, 2015  Hobbyist Artist
:iconpartycannonplz: Happy Birthday! Ha ha! =D :iconcakeplz:
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Happy birthday!  :cake:
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ares12 Featured By Owner Mar 1, 2015  Student Writer
Happy Birthday! =D
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the-kid36 Featured By Owner Mar 1, 2015  Hobbyist
Happy Birthday :D
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Animekidhanamakusa Featured By Owner Mar 1, 2015  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Happy birthday!:)
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Watchan12 Featured By Owner Mar 1, 2015
Happy birthday! ^^ Super Fantastic Golden Platter Cake 3D 
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Happy birthday!
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Happy Birthday :D
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