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Princess Eco - refined by Dangerman-1973

I don't want to be mean but you've done better. Way better. The execution of the drawing isn't technically bad, it's just that in terms...

Pulsar Time Travel Strip by Dangerman-1973

It may be just me, but I always thought that giving Superman a time travel ability in the movie was a mistake. Being able to time trave...

Critiques. I want to mostly do those for people I consider to be internet friends, not for people who already get a lot... Maybe you'll discover interesting things here?




Getting better, somewhat.

Thu Oct 16, 2014, 3:46 AM

It has been 6 months now.

Technically I am still considered depressed by my therapist, but I am still better than I used to. I am starting to be able to draw again, even though I am still really far from the speed and willpower I used to have. It's not what we would hope for, but still good news.

I think it is a good time to change the message I had put there.
Even though things will never be exactly like before, I don't think I have to keep the long message and strict "rule set" I had decided for myself anymore.

You might actually get drawings soon.
In order to try to put myself back on track (at least on the "will to draw" part), I decided to do the meme of drawing my favorite characters. I felt like if I reminded myself of why I like art/manga/storytelling so much it would help me. Verdict? It kinda did.

It took me ages to do those drawings (not because they are complicated, but because of my state). I am sorry to say that I intend to milk them for all their worth : I'll update the meme everyday during 10 days, adding a character each time. I think I'll also put a flash slideshow version with excruciatingly long texts explaining why those characters are my all-time favorite.

When will I do that? When it's ready. I won't rush anything (and I can't anyway).

After this, I have no idea what I'll do, either with this page or in general.

What I know is that I can no longer share complex things like the Longcat game as I used to.
As much as I'd love to live as a Smurf, I can't, for as long my baker and grocery store are not Smurfs themselves, I need money to survive.

The most logical thing is probably to go back to Serina, but I still have trouble getting my mojo back with that.

Also, when I look at the wasted Adobe Flash ressources I have created, I kind of wonder what I should do with them as well.
The experience of Longcat actually ended up being pretty traumatic for me (seeing so much work being rewarded with very little quite destroyed my self-confidence and trust in having a "place in the world"), but on the other hand, I also feel like I am throwing away potential. So should I make a new game, but this time actually sell it? I am wondering about that too.

In the end, I am still at a crossroads and I haven't decided yet in which direction I'll go.
I may ask some tips to you guys but I also learned from my past that the Internet can be a very bad source of advice, so I don't know yet if I'll actually follow your opinions.

The only thing I can say for sure is that this page will never been used as it used to years ago.

But hey, now at least I'll use it again. Somewhat.

Best wishes of luck and courage to everyone.


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Available prints :
The Bloodstained Mirror by HyaKkiDouR4n BM - Ciel's Angel Form by HyaKkiDouR4n BM - Dancing in the sky by HyaKkiDouR4n BM - 3 friends by HyaKkiDouR4n Elven Sharpshooter v.2 by HyaKkiDouR4n Codename : Black Nova by HyaKkiDouR4n Est-ce donc cela...le Mariage? by HyaKkiDouR4n Lutecia - Goddess of Light by HyaKkiDouR4n Lilith - Goddess of Darkness by HyaKkiDouR4n Illis - Goddess of the winds by HyaKkiDouR4n Eiin - Goddess of Ice by HyaKkiDouR4n Faera - Goddess of Fire by HyaKkiDouR4n Arquatia - Goddess of Water by HyaKkiDouR4n Gaelle - Goddess of the Earth by HyaKkiDouR4n Desire - Goddess of Love by HyaKkiDouR4n A japanese spring by HyaKkiDouR4n Victory girl - Flight by HyaKkiDouR4n

Stamps :

Stop fandom abuse - Naruto by HyaKkiDouR4nWings maniac stamp by HyaKkiDouR4nShut Up You're Not Japanese by sambeesH-game style lover stamp by HyaKkiDouR4nAh my goddess stamp oo1 by Kaze-yoBoobies stamp by Funeral-Of-Joy.:I forget shit.: by Da-DingoSupport Creativity by Putri-984Aquanox fan stamp by HyaKkiDouR4nNational Sarcasm Society by jolaedanainsane stamp by Aggrotard

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Otaku Snob
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<In this Space, insert description of pretty much any nerdy computer/video game addict who discovered a passion for drawing in his late teens thanks to anime>


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Hey guys, welcome to my page!
As you probably guess, I am an amateur anime artist. I take some commissions once in a while for professionnals, but it usually doesn't end up here.
I know my art isn't the greatest around, but hopefully you'll find some of it interesting. :)

Salut à toi, internaute. Tu peux m'appeller Hyakkidouran, ou même Hyakk, et comme tu as dû remarquer, je dessine des mangas. Surtout pour le fun, occasionellement pour un petit boulot ponctuel d'illustration.
Ce blog est essentiellement écrit en anglais, mais je suis francais alors n'hésite pas à laisser un message! :)

私 は 漫画 や イラスト を 描く フランス人 の アマ です。 インタネト で "百鬼同乱" (hyakkidouran) の 名前 を 使ています。
私 の 日本語 は 完璧 じゃない けど、私 の ページ に コメント を したい なら、 どうぞ。一生懸命 返事 する つもり です。
よろしく お願い します ね。 

What do you think is the fairest way for a webcomic to sutain itself and its author? (Ads on the site are a given) 

14 deviants said Selling the printed version of the comic
14 deviants said Selling goodies (mugs, T-shirts...)
14 deviants said All of the above
12 deviants said A combination of some of the above (comment)
6 deviants said I would not mind a small yearly fee for access to extras + no ads
4 deviants said Ads can be removed by making a donation over a certain (small) amount
4 deviants said Access to bonus content for making a donation over a certain amount
2 deviants said Other (comment)



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LaughingJill Featured By Owner Jan 3, 2015  Hobbyist Artist
Hi! I saw your fandom abuse kills interest stamps and I'd really appreciate it if you make one for creepy pasta... It's a fandom about scary stories and there are like millions of really good and scary stories but the fuckig fandom only focuses on like 10 or maximum 20 characters. Not only that but they make them awfully out of character... I'm looking forward to see you do something like this :D
HyaKkiDouR4n Featured By Owner Jan 4, 2015  Hobbyist Digital Artist
I am sorry but I no longer do stamps like this for several reasons, one being I am tired of attracting unnecessary problems to me or my account.
Plus, I don't even see what you're talking about. I can believe you when you say the fandom is crazy, but it seems it's not big enough to bother "normal people". Which always as been a criteria for me when choosing which stamps to do. So sorry, I will not do it.

If you have Photoshop, you can easily do your own stamp using the template PSD file I shared.
Even without photoshop, you can copy the png image and edit it in GIMP. It's slightly harder, but you can do it.

Hope you understand.

Click the picture to get the template : Fandom Abuse kills Interest - Make your own ! by HyaKkiDouR4n
labilant Featured By Owner Jan 2, 2015  Student Digital Artist
Thank you for the fave! :D (Big Grin)
HyaKkiDouR4n Featured By Owner Jan 4, 2015  Hobbyist Digital Artist
You're welcome.
Just wanted to move our conversation here.

I first want to ask if you've seen the rest of the episodes, because if it's only the first one, then you should probably check out the rest. Maybe you'll see something you missed.

I intentionally wanted to rebuild what Madoka Magica (if you know that series) took down. Call it a Reconstruction. The beginning should have clues to that due to how opposite Aya's world contrasts with Madoka's and how Aya NEEDS the power of a magical girl whereas Madoka doesn't.

Which pictures did you look to be precise? People just have a different of what magical girls are. I'm trying to go for a more diverse and unique route that aren't all mere skimpy dresses and sparkles. I was some modern-looking magical girls (take a look at DKmcuser, who does most of my characters, which are all done based on my outlines).

It's true, though about the polishing things. Not just editing, but something that would be a good representation to the people once they see it.
HyaKkiDouR4n Featured By Owner Nov 16, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
It's fine to move it somewhere else, but there is no need to fill my front page with a potentially very long discussion that would be cryptic to other people.
I'll answer with a "note" private message.
w15nu91 Featured By Owner Jun 9, 2014  Professional Digital Artist
Thabks for faving :D
myname1z4xs Featured By Owner May 11, 2014  Hobbyist Artist
I don't know what happened, its kind pity to see you leave. It is DA's loss because you are one of the content provider for its official purpose. How about just log out for a year and leave your gallery running, because there are many who enjoy your art.
AClockworkKitten Featured By Owner Jul 12, 2014  Student Digital Artist
I could tell you.
HyaKkiDouR4n Featured By Owner May 27, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
I am actually considering that idea.
With no login for a time I realized how removing this responsibility made me feel better, though.

If I keep the page opened, the problem would be to communicate to people visiting the deviations : they have to know that I will not answer anything...

Or maybe I should disable comments entirely until I return?
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